The other day I was eating out ( with) some friends, when one of the girls said “OMG! The guy at the club last night! He was so hot! But he was gay!! What a waste of a man!”
I always think it’s funny, perhaps even offensive (hilarious) when somebody says that. On the surface it seems like a harmless comment, that they think that a person is so attractive that they wish they could have them. But then you think about what it really means. The person is much too attractive to waste their time with another person of the same sex? I can only bite my tongue to keep myself from saying… What makes you think that it wouldn’t be a waste if that person was straight and got with a narrow minded person like you?
Nobody cares. about the end of the world. i do feel very alone. It happens sometimes. And all i can do is sit there and continue to feel alone.
The best part about feeling alone is that these feelings are what fuels my creativity.
The worst part about feeling alone is that these same feelings make me lazy. they make me not want to do anything. I dont want to write this down. I dont want to put it on paper with a brush or a sharpee or a pen. i dont want to play out my feelings on the guitar. i just want to lay there, close my eyes and feel better.
Nobody cares about the end of the world.
I realized something. I can never be free. Why must life on earth revolve around money? It hurts my head. Its the same feeling i felt at the end of the world party. except i feel it everyday.
